Just What Is The Bloody Point

[nailit]

Seriously, just what is the point of existing?
We might exist for an average of 70-80 yrs and then what? We die, not even remembered in the next 70-80 years. It all seems so pointless. People that we love will die eventually, everything that we value will perish, our experiences in life will fall by the wayside and mean nothing to anyone. All the arguing here on AB means nothing in the great scheme of things, all the opinions expressed will mean nothing in a few years time.
Why even bother trying to survive when the end result is death anyway?

[maggiebee]

No, you're not selfish nailit, just telling it like it is for you.

[Samuraisan]

I don't think you are being selfish Nailit. I just feel sad for you. I believe you do have a son, so there has been a point to your life. Does he live near you? How old is he ? Does he have a family ? You need him.

[nailit]

I'm strugling to keep myself alive. I don't know any other way to put it!

[nailit]

Ive stopped eating

[Islay]

Why?

[ladybirder]

Not from me Nailit. Sorry to hear that. I hope you feel like this one day. x

[ummmm]

That's hardly going to help, nailit.

[Islay]

Can I ask a blunt question?
If you acknowledge that you are ill why won’t you take the steps to help make yourself better?

[nailit]

Islay, we've crossed swords a few times here on AB, don't take it personally. We all have opinions, rightly or wrongly,
At the moment I just cant see any justification for carrying on.

[fbg40]

Was going to make a caustic comment, but after reading more of this I don't think it would be appropriate.
FBG40

[nailit]

//Can I ask a blunt question?
If you acknowledge that you are ill why won’t you take the steps to help make yourself better?//
crossed posts there.
I am currently under mental health services and trying the best I can.

[ummmm]

You need food.

[murraymints]

You need to get some decent sleep ...and focus ... You must eat something... don't think too far ahead...try and relax in a quiet dark room perhaps some non intrusive music.... stay away from anything stimulating..including here ....eye mask or something over eyes...deep breaths..

[nailit]

//Was going to make a caustic comment,//
fell free fbg. most of my family do! They are are s hitheads as well.

[Islay]

You need medication and not the stuff bought from dealers.

[nailit]

//You need food//
I need to sleep, medics don't seem to accept this.

[237SJ]

I agree with Islay. You also need to see a clinical psychiatrist (if you haven't already done that)

[Tilly2]

Don't you sleep after you've been drinking?

[nailit]

//You need medication and not the stuff bought from dealers//
What would that medication be then?
The same medication that is denied me by GPs?

[ladybirder]

Nailit, it may not work but it must be worth a try. I have suggested Melatonin to you before but you have never acknowledged my suggestion so I don't know if you have tried it or not?