What else can i do????

[confused]

Hi i have recently put posts about my ex partner assaulting me - he swears he didnt touch me and didnt have knife to me. The thing is im not actually sure what happend! Ive been over and over it thousand times but its still not clear! Ive spoke to IDVA and loads of other people but nobody seems interested! Im currently suffering from anxiety and depression so they are just saying its because of that that im confused but i can read my original statement before court - i dont think this is fair surly if im not clear what happend he can not be still charged!
Any advice would be great about what else i can do!

Thanks

[ummmm]

I was wondering where you were....

Be gentle..

[confused]

Im not even going to answer you sunsetter!

[rachael88]

when something like that happens sometimes your mind goes blank and not too sure if its real

[sunsetter]

whats that mean confused did he hold a knife to your throat or not

[confused]

Im so unclear about what happend that nite like i said but i dont actually think he did have the knife to me - i think i sort of relived the nite before when i tried to kill myself with the same knife - oh its so hard my head is so mashed its unreal!

[ummmm]

Be gentle sunsetter....

Confused...he still punched you though.

[confused]

Ummmmm - I honestly dont know! Like i said i cant see things clearly, ive been over and over that nite thousand times and its a muddle now. He swears on kids lives he didnt do anything - and he has admitted stuff in past - maybe im even more screwed up than i thought!

[ummmm]

But you had bruises?

[confused]

I know i had marks all over that i cant explain but im just so messed up i dont know what to belive.

[cherrychapstick]

he done it before you said so i am presuming he did it again ,if not then he is going to jail for his previous attacks on you simple ,he will say he never because he is going to jail ,when did the police come to see you after it happened was it that night or the day after?

[confused]

Police came about 10mins after it happend and came next morning for photos and medical

[ummmm]

So he did hurt you and he's done it before.

I know you said in your other thread that you've been pushing him to the limit. Your only solution is to sort your head out.

[confused]

Yes i know thats why im trying to get help to get my head sorted. I have to if nothing else for my kids sake!

[cherrychapstick]

i think the police would know if the injuries you had were fresh that day or done before even if it was the day before there are ways of telling .......they wouldn't have charged him if there was any doubt at all about your story

[rachael88]

he still hurt you being abusive to you so he did do damage to ya knife or no knife he still done wrong dont try to kill ya self cos pricks like that are not worth doing it over ,

[ummmm]

Pricks like that also have a breaking point and if someone pushes and pushes them then there is a good chance they will snap.

You have to remember that we do not have his side to the story...

[confused]

Thanks for your support racharl88 but its not him - i have issues from my past i kept buried for while but they are now effecting me so i need to try and deal with these issues and also learn how to relax and deal with present issues. Its all so complicated!
I just want a nice happy family!

[sunsetter]

if the knife story is not true chances are the rest is not true. how did you get the other marks?

[rachael88]

sounds to me the both of you need to walk away from eachother and dont talk to each other or anything

[ummmm]

3 kids Rachael.....